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January 1st, 2028 @ 12:00am
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be warned, I update RARELY so... just know that
If you're looking for my graphics, you can find them here @ punkish_gfx
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| Gotta love Ayu :] |
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January 16th, 2009 @ 12:16am
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A lovely message Ayumi Hamasaki wrote in her fanclub blog the other day. I think it's worth a read, even if you have no idea who Ayumi Hamasaki is! haha. This message has inspired me, and I hope it can do the same for you ♥
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Congratulations to all those who celebrated "Coming-of-Age Day"!!!!! (More about Coming-of-Age day here)
Didn't you expect it, each of you, with your head full of memories and with a beating heart?
Especially girls, you certainly prepare for this event for a long time, asking yourselves what hairstyle, what makeup, what nails and particularly what clothes you will wear ...
Bah, actually it's this anxiety which is happy! ♪
Well, that's only my point of view. You can skip that. It doesn't bother me, but I don't think anything necessarily changes because we have reached the 20th year in our lives.
So you are an adult now!! Perhaps people also tell you that, but you know, whether you're a child or an adult, I think it's up to each of you to assess yourselves, and I would say that there are days that you feel like an adult and others that you feel like a child, and it's great like that.
It's something which is common to us all, including me also of course. We aren't robots but human beings made of flesh, and therefore it's by definition, impossible to be perfect.
This isn't a negative comment, and I think it's this flaw that is the most characteristic and most beautiful part of human beings.
And what I'm saying is that there is no need to take for reference our age, which is just a simple number, even if it has existed since the beginning of the world.
Nobody can do what I do myself.
But I'm not like this because I'm an artist named "Ayumi Hamasaki."
It is because the human being that I am, there is only one in the world.
You too. No one can replace you.
You are yourself in this world, the only person to be you.
There is no reason to be compared to another. There isn't any sense in doing that.
And we all can live that moment, not yesterday or tomorrow.
That is why, without spending time to turn over things of the past, or to tremble over the future, we must live every moment... to have nothing to regret. And continue like that because it's important.
Because that's how you can draw behind you a long, very long road on which you have left your footprints.
Even if the road is tortured, or even if there is mud, the important thing is to trample it with our own feet and and to leave our own marks.
Because "while we are born incomplete, we can completely realize ourselves."
This sentence is part of the lyrics of a song written to say that we shouldn't fear the days and months that go by -- the accumulated years and the fact that we are aging and deteriorating -- but rather, we should go towards its fulfillment.
Because we all start in a state when we can not stand up or even speak.
If we think this, don't you feel that nothing is really impossible?
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Is it any wonder I adore this woman? She has such a beautiful way of looking at life. She is indeed an amazing role model.
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| [Legacy] The Sweets Family |
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July 10th, 2008 @ 3:57pm
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Be warned, I have yet to ever finish a legacy, though I would like to change this. Each child will be named after a sweet; be it a candy, dessert, or anything else sugary. I started out with a very beautiful sim, and I want to see how ugly I can make her descendants.
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March 20th, 2008 @ 4:03am
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I am stunned... it took me SEVEN hours to make SIXTEEN icons. the first sixteen of a 100 icon challenge I'm doing (not for a challenge community asyulm, but for personal reasons). gah. its not even that important to make a post about, I just was a little amazed how long it actually takes to make icons. especially when you're trying to fit a certain theme and you have to hunt down a new photo each time. but it sure is fun. I defiantly will be doing this again.
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| RESIDENT EVIL OWNS MY SOUL ... well no. not really.... |
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March 19th, 2008 @ 8:37pm
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So, I've had this journal for how long and I already have a new layout? haha. well I didn't like the Namie one too much (though I love her!) and I'm really obsessing over RE right now. It's pretty much because I just heard about the new movie DEGENERATION. Oooh, you have no idea how hyped I am about this (unless you are an RE fan too. then maybe you would understand). My friend Anna and I have both been "*squee* Resident Evil!" for the past three days now. I really want to play too. But its never as much fun playing w/o Anna and she doesn't live around here so... I do need to finish my RE2 game I started a while back. I was all freaked out from Mr. X I stopped playing Claire's scenario. I don't care what anyone says, Mr. X is the scariest villain in the entire series! I have played all the games, and nobody freaks me out as much as he does. Well, at first Nosferatu did, but then I realized how easy he was to kill and now I just feel sorry for him. He didn't deserve the treatment (or lack there of?) he received. Anyway, here's the RE:Degeneration Trailer if anyone cares to watch. It's pretty freakin' awesome if you ask me :D
( Claire & Leon are backk...!! )
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| just because... |
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February 18th, 2008 @ 6:46pm
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blah, it was bugging me that I didn't have a real entry yet, and just to the fo banner, so... here's my first official entry in this journal. doesn't feel too special, but I've had plenty of journals in the past. I'ma playa that way... haha XD and I'm a loser, as you can see. oh well. so yeah, if you haven't figured it out yet, I'm totally IN LOVE with jpop and Japanese culture. the current layout here features Namie Amuro, the layout at ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) autumn_letter features mihimaru GT, and the layout for ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) punkish_gfx doesn't really feature anything... but the name of the community comes from a mihimaru GT song! and the name for autumn_letter is from a BoA song. the name for this journal is from a Plus One song, but Ashley Tisdale also has a song called "Goin' Crazy" and I'm sure other singers I like do too, though I can't think of anymore right now.
hrmmm... not sure what else exactly I should say. I've been on a mihimaru GT kick for about a month straight. I wonder how long that will last? I started listening to them about a year ago when their Kibun Joujou single came out. Was that a year ago? I don't really remember. It started out as a L'Arc~en~Ciel-kick, then the obsession transferred to Ashley Tisdale. Then Ayu's new album was out, and I listened to just that. Then back to Ashely. Than Ayu again. Then it was Utada Hikaru, and mihimaru GT. Then Rie Fu, and now back to mihimaru GT. I've been listening to UVERworld a bit lately too, but not for all that long yet. And this is all in the past three/four months-ish? haha, I love me my music. The only thing different about the mihi-kick though, is I've even been listening to my BEST OF album while in bed. Sometimes I even have it playing WHILE I'm watching tv. Talk about OBSESSED, I know... haha. So who knows if I'll ever end up sick of them or not (yeah right! not possible :D) I should go. My brother is *DYING* to get on the computer. haha XD all he does is watch anime on Youtube, and read manga online for HOURS on end. loser
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